i've been meaning to write a lot of things lately. yet i cant still figure out how to put them in words. i say lets start with my frustrations:
one school year has passed , and i once again, failed to live up my expectations and goals. however i plan, some things just don't go the way i wanted it to be. most of the time i ask myself, what the hell did i do to deserve these unavoidable circumstances that have left me feel pathetic, unloved and bitter. ive been trying a lot much harder just to figure out what went wrong with me. and i cant. and i know. and im confused. all i have is the fact that I'm much happier and stronger now. all i know is that i have stop being my old self. all i know is that i have ended being afraid. all i know is that i can now face every fear i have. all i know is that God has given me another chance tolive my life. i no longer count bad memories instead i reckon every happy moments with my friends and my family who have faith in me.
the previous school year is the worst part of my life.and i have to stand up again.